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People living in Los Angeles have always had to live alongside impending disaster. Go-bags for events like earthquakes and fires are not only for the ultra-prepared, but everyday households who know that the threat is real. Most people living in the city will have asked themselves what they would save in a fire, and the likelihood that they will have to grab those items in an evacuation one day looms in their imagination.But nobody could have been prepared for the fires that broke out in early January 2025. Eight months without rain along with the dry Santa Ana winds spurred wildfires at opposite ends of the city at the same time, in the Pacific Palisades and Altadena communities. These fires are the most destructive in Los Angeles history, leaving thousands of people displaced and without homes to return to. What should I save? quickly raced past the hypothetical and became a very real, very urgent necessity.AD spoke with just a small handful of the people who lost their homes about both what they managed to save and what they didnt. While some had just enough time to snag valuables and hard drives, others went straight for childhood belongings and hand-me-downs. All of them wish they could have saved more.A journal and stuffed animalsErin has lived in the Palisades for a long time, so shes very used to evacuation warnings. To her, as to many locals, it seemed like a typical brush fire. That is, until 11 a.m., when she received mandatory evacuation warnings followed by a message to pick her children up from school. My husband had about 15 minutes to load up the car and he called me to ask what I wanted, Erin recalls. The only thing she could think of was her one-line-a-day journal, which she had been keeping religiously since her first child was just a day old in 2012. While she had other journals she wanted, she wasnt sure of their location, and didnt want her husband to waste time looking for them. I also told him to grab Dog Dog, my youngest daughters woobie, as well as Bunny, which was my sons, she adds.Erins husband also managed to grab some photos, but little else. Every night as I try to go to sleep I think about all the things we missed, she says. My wedding dress, my first daughters favorite doll, a blanket my son cant sleep withoutthat blanket was actually the theme of his ninth birthday cake, he loved it so much. Images of them burning keep me up at night.A painting of Lauras son surfing by her friend.Photo: Laura BrauSix guitars, a painting, and diplomasGrowing up in the Palisades, real estate agent Laura was familiar with the threat of fire. However, while fires in the highlands were common, they rarely came off the hills. That day seemed different. Laura was at an open house when her husband called and insisted she leave work. After some back and forth, she relented. Everybody was looking at it like an alien in the sky, like, is this really happening? She remembered a fire in the Sepulveda Pass in 2020 that prompted an involuntary evacuation before she was allowed home after just four days, and began to pack enough for a similar length of time. As the fire developed, the situation seemed much more dire. Laura and her family started to take it more seriously, packing up passports, birth certificates, and photo albums.Lauras daughter packed her baby bear and a blanket made from a life of soccer jerseys. Her son, who doesnt live at home, asked for his diplomas and signed racing gloves. Her husband, a musician, grabbed six of his 26 guitars, but left his hard drive, losing the original recordings of his lifes work. On the way out of the door, Laura managed to take a painting her friend had done of her son surfing. While Laura regrets the things they missed, like her kids camp shirts, she says that shes luckier than most were. Above all, she misses her community, now scattered across LA: I feel like Im on a long business trip and I just want to go home, but I cant go home for a very long time.Consider supporting the GoFundMe campaign for the Brau familyA book and handwritten note from Martas late mom.Photo: Marta MaeA note from her late mother and vintage T-shirtsMarta and her fianc had turned their beachfront home in Malibu into a Tiki paradise reminiscent of Maui, where they got engaged in late 2023. From the silverware to the standing brass flamingo toilet paper holder to the tiki bar to the vintage furniture, every single thing was chosen to feel like vacation forever. Before they evacuated, Marta filmed a video walking through every room of her home whispering, I love you, I love you, I love you.The couple saw the fire break out from her balcony on PCH around 10:30 a.m. They were watching it closely and could see that it was getting worse, but when they got their evacuation order at 12 pm, they waited it out a little. We really didnt think the coast would burn, Marta recalls. The coast shouldnt burn. Later, the fire jumped, and they saw flames. They took just 15 minutes to pack; the first thing Marta grabbed was a book entitled What I Wish For You and a handwritten note, both given to her by her mom before she died. Its always been my most important possession and has always been the one thing I would save in a burning fire, hypothetically speaking, before fires were ever a real threat in my mind, she says.Marta also managed to grab three of her moms vintage tie-dyed T-shirts, some of her own favorite vintage T-shirts, and her fianc told her to take some high-value items just in case. We really didnt think this was going to happen, says Marta. If she had known, there are things she would have saved: her moms dress, which became her lucky dress, her moms ashes, heirlooms handed down from her father.A Rolex watch passed down to Kevin by his father.Photo: Kevin CooleyAn heirloom watchWhen the Eaton Fire broke out near Kevins home in Altadena, he was photographing the fire in the Palisades. As a wildfire photographer for over a decade, he had experience getting up close. After receiving a photo of Eaton Canyon from his wife, Kevin rushed home. My wife had already emptied our fire safe, and I put all my hard drives in the car, Kevin says. I didnt know what else to get. Like many people, he didnt believe the fire would actually make it to his home. There was two miles of dense housing that would have to burn before it got to us, and I thought it would never happen, he explains.Kevins father passed away last year, leaving him a gold Rolex that had belonged to his mothers father. His grandfather had lost his home in the 1961 Bel Air fire, and the watch linked him with Kevin. I suddenly felt like this watch had a connection to this person that I didnt quite know, but we both have this shared sense of loss, he says. My mom lost her childhood home in that fire. She always talked about the delineation of time in her life: before and after the fire. There are so many things that you dont have afterwards that you took for granted. I really feel like Im starting to understand what that means.Consider supporting the GoFundMe campaign for Kevin, Bridget, and CopiA framed photo of Meredith with her late father.Photo: Meredith HellmanA wedding ring, a blanket, and a photo of her late fatherMeredith spent most of January 7 glued to the TV watching the Palisades Fire unfold. When her power went out in Altadena, she thought it was just the power company being cautious, until texts about the Eaton Canyon fire started to come in from her tight-knit community. On the advice of their neighbors, Meredith and her husband packed go-bags with essential documents and clothes for their family, thinking they would only have to leave for a couple of days. On the way out the door with their suitcases, Meredith and her husband grabbed photos of their late fathers. It seemed silly at the time, but now Im so glad that we did, she says.After spending the night keeping an eye on the news and texting their neighbors, Meredith managed to fall asleep with her son in the early hours. My husband and his friend lasted until about 2 a.m. and then at 2:30 a.m. we were all awoken by a call from our neighbor telling us it was time to go because the embers were falling, she recalls. We all piled into the car and left, making sure to lock the door, because we really thought we'd be back home soon. She received official evacuation orders at 6:30 a.m. and a text from a neighbor that their entire block had burned down not long afterwards. From there its been hours, days and weeks of our new surreal reality, missing the life that we had and wondering what could have been in our perfect, little house on our perfect little street in Altadena.Thankfully, Meredith was already wearing her wedding ring when they evacuated, and she managed to grab her sons favorite blanket. Along with the photos of their fathers, these are the only sentimental items her family has. They represent a piece of my old life, before the fire, and bring me a little bit of happiness when everything feels too heavy, she says. Im mostly overwhelmed and sad for what has happened to my family and thousands of other families across Altadena, Malibu, and the Palisades, and the fear that we may not be able to rebuild what we once had. The one bright spot is seeing those communities come together to lift each other up as well as the unbelievable amount of support weve received from our friends and families during this devastating time.Consider supporting the GoFundMe campaign for the Diaz-Hellman familyKrystal managed to save two photo albums and a baby blanketPhoto: Krystal FiksdalSisters Erika, Alisa, Krystal, and their mom called the Palisades home for over four decades. They lost their multigenerational home in the fire.A Mickey Mouse photo album and a baby blanketKrystal has been her familys loyal archivist and curator for as long as she can remember. She has kept her childhood bedroom at her family home in the Palisades for more than 30 years, adapting it to suit her frequent adult trips home. Over time, she filled the room with treasures, collecting family heirlooms and documents as well as pieces from her own travels. Her dad is Norwegian and her mom is Finnish, so she had catalogued items from her familys unique heritage as well as Palisades memorabilia dating back to the 1980s. She was the keeper of this corner of the worlds history. I called it my museum, I even offered tours and yearbook or photo viewing sessions to a select few, she says. Just recently, Krystal gave her father a tour of the museum, taking him through the objects origins.Krystal and her family are all sentimental magpies, but when the fire came, they couldnt save much of their beloved collection. In the end, I left it all behind. A lifetime of over emphatically placing attachment on all of our history and every little item, she says. I was saving everything for my family and for my nieces and for my friends, but in the end, I walked out. Krystal managed to save her baby blanket, one Mickey Mouse photo album that she knew had old family photos and a small album of their family pets.Krystal is struggling to understand why her sentimental family didnt take more, and theyve been struggling with the guilt. In the end, she says that she felt that if she started to pick up objects, she would make it true. I put them down so I wouldnt breathe it into reality. Their family moved into their home in 1978, and it was the center of their universe. It would always be there, and then suddenly, it wasnt. Vanished off of the face of the earth before we could even process we had had to evacuate. Now, Krystal walks through their home in her imagination at night, remembering every single detail. Im scared that it will all disappear, just as it did two weeks ago in the fire, and I will lose it a second time.Poppys bear was the first thing Erika grabbed when she was headed to pick her up from school that morning, before the evacuation call even came.Photo: Erika FiksdalA necklace bought for Erika by her friend and her dogs tag.Photo: Erika FiksdalA baby blanket, a ring, and a necklaceLike her sister, something always drew Erika back to their moms house. In fact, she was living back there full-time, raising her seven-year-old daughter Poppy in her childhood bedroom. She had all of her treasures and all of the things she had collected and painted, says Erika. It was a beautiful, magical space. Thats one thing thats really hard to say goodbye to. She mourns the loss of Poppys drawings and memories, but also worries about the impact of the fire and the loss on her daughter. Shes going to grow up knowing that she doesnt have all of the things from when she was a baby. We dont have any of the family heirlooms. Its going to be painful for her, says Erika.Erika feels guilt at not being able to save more for her family in the fog of survival mode. She did manage to grab some things: photos, her daughters baby blanket and bear, a necklace with her beloved dogs tag attached to it, a ring she had had since childhood and had passed down to her daughter. Its like losing two homes in one home. All my childhood, everything my mom had saved, and everything I had started to give to Poppy that was mine, adds Erika. Like many people, she thought she would be back home soon. While Erika wishes she had saved more for her daughter, Poppy is optimistic. Shes excited to fill their lives with new memories, telling her mom, Ill make more art, Mom. Im the artist.Consider supporting the GoFundMe campaign for the Fiksdal family